Company

I had company today and it wore me out. Just talking, playing the Wii and watching movies. Took my mind off of things for a while, but still. The week is almost gone and I'm realizing it's gonna be a whole lot more waiting after next week. Not sure what to think about that actually.

Sometimes I'm really scared, other times, it just doesn't matter. I'm practicing eating and drinking differently. sips and chewing more. I wish this month were over already.

Being disabled and unable to work gives me free time. I've made myself a hermit basically. But not really that deep. I'm fighting it.